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Ah, screw it. But I am not Kirk, Spock, Luke, Buck, Flash or Arthur frelling Dent. I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas. - John Crichton (Farscape)

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Dec. 26th, 2008 @ 05:25 am Been Awhile...so here is a rant.
Followed a link on facebook to the worst dating guide tip ever.

“The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably
Make With Women—
And What To Do About It...”

Here Are The Top Ten Reasons Why Men Fail With Women—And How To Make Sure YOU Avoid Every One Of These Deadly Common Mistakes...

-By David DeAngelo, Author Of “Double Your Dating”

MISTAKE #1: Being
Too Much Of A “Nice Guy”

Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted to "nice" guys?

Of course you have.

Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU.

What's going on here?

It's actually very simple...

Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them.

And guess what?

Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION.

And being NICE doesn't make a woman CHOOSE you.

I realize that this doesn't make a lot of logical sense, and it's hard to ACCEPT... but GET OVER IT.

Until you accept this FACT and begin to act on it, you'll NEVER have the success with women that you want.

This fuckwad thinks being a nice guy is something to 'get over' what the fuck is wrong with this guy.
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Yukito Kunisaki
Mar. 31st, 2008 @ 05:25 am No Subject

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You are the seme in disguise. Able to fit in and get along with uke and seme alike, you are able to get close to the uke on their level before exerting your dominance. This makes you at times manipulative and able to fool others about your true seme nature. Because of your harmless appearance, it takes the flamboyantly gay Flaming Uke to match wits and really bring out your aggressive side to expose you for the seme that you are.


Most compatible with: Flaming Uke, Badass Uke

Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke


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Yukito Kunisaki
Mar. 10th, 2008 @ 01:48 am No Subject
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Yukito Kunisaki
Mar. 10th, 2008 @ 01:39 am No Subject
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Yukito Kunisaki
Jan. 31st, 2008 @ 11:30 pm Im back...and I am alive.
Current Docking Place: Compudor 2008
Captains Mood: happy
Record I am Listening to: X Japan - I.V.
I'm Alive.

I'm Happy.

And for once...my head isn't in a cloud.

I, through no real pursuant type action of my own, am not farking single anymore. She literally fell into my Lap...ok not literally...but two weeks after I swear to asexuality to help write my book, bam, I find out she likes me, I had liked her but always thought she was either a taken or b not interested, and zing my happiness shoots through the roof. Her name is Sammy...second Sam I have been with, but this one, feels different, this one just feels good. Im not sure if my feelings might fill in that most dreaded of L words, the cousin of Like, and Arch-Nemesis of Lust, but I think that with time it will easily. I'm happy, and I have no idea what I did/didn't do to deserve this, but I thank Karma, Fate, Higher Powers, the whole nine yards for this one.

I'm Happy.

*dances to the music in his head into the distance*
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I bite my thumb at thee
Jun. 26th, 2007 @ 02:04 am Remember that Mind on a Platter speech...yeah same deal...
Current Docking Place: Compudor 2002
Captains Mood: New Level of Pissed
Record I am Listening to: Hinder - Lips of an Angel...fucking figures.
Tags:
So its 2:04am and I cant sleep. And you know why? Because of The Soul Sucking She-Bitch Sherri...all I did was see her in passing today, and now I cant stop fucking thinking about her. I mean for chrissake what the hell is wrong with me. Am I just completely mental or what. I mean apparently if I look at what exactly my mind is doing to me right now, as much as lets say the front part of my brain wants nothing to do with her the back part apparently does, and my lower head...well thats an easy guess. I want to gouge my eyes out with spoons right now, rusty ones, with jagged edges...or a rusty spork, that would work. I mean what the hell kind of punishment does my mind want. While trying to sleep I had a thought that Blamed ME for her leaving me, what kind of fucked up person who gets left by a woman twice for bullshit reasons thinks that HE is the problem this long after said relationship has been over. Something really need to be fixed in my head. Like maybe removing it...that might help. The fact it is affecting my sleep, and that this all happened as I was starting to think maybe, just maybe I was ready for a relationship again. I am one self-destructive motherfucker...and its really starting to piss me off. I mean, I found out yesterday that I cant give a compliment without it having something to do with me. And the only reason I'm so self-centric is that no one ever compliments me except me, so I try to whenever I can. And of course it comes off as I am some fucking EGOMANIAC...fuck that...if my ego is big its because I have covered all the holes with Duct Tape and am trying to keep it slightly inflated so that it doesn't die completely and I become that worthless piece of shit I was in High School. I mean I fucking YouTube now, because frankly or apparently as I didn't know this till yesterday, I really like hearing myself speak, or some shit like that. And of course this entire rant probably proves anyones theories that I am in fact an EGO-FUCKING-MANIAC. Well Piss off...I am who I am right now because I got tired of being the rug I was in high school. I am allowed to change myself into something I respect aren't I...or is that not allowed around here.

Of course this Sherri thing still fucking pisses me the fuck off.

And, I am out of cigarettes and I really don't want a beer.

I have reached a new level of pissed.
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I bite my thumb at thee
Apr. 23rd, 2007 @ 10:22 pm No Subject
Heroes</a>
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Yukito Kunisaki
Apr. 1st, 2007 @ 05:49 am Soundtrack 6 - Chris's Musical Adventures in LaLa Land.
Current Docking Place: Compudor 2002
Captains Mood: blah
Record I am Listening to: Utada Hikaru - Passion ~Battleground Mix~
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. No cheating!

With Chris: Operation Improbable absolutely owning at the box office (An Office that makes Boxes) their is now a Spin Off TV Show, Chris's Musical Adventures in LaLa Land.

Opening Credits: Miyavi - Sugeemae Muki Nauta

Waking Up: Expansion Union - Playing with Lightning

First Day At School: Steven Lynch - The Bowling Song

Falling In Love: Victor Entertainment (??) - Hoshi E No Inori

Breaking Up: Do As Infinity - Another

Prom: The Killers - Somebody told Me

Life's Okay: Do As Infinity - Heart (Instrumental)

Mental Breakdown: P.O.D. - School of Hard Knocks

Driving: Asian Kung-Fu Generation - Yuugure no Aka

Flashback: Celldweller - Kemikal

Getting Back: New Found Glory - I Would Walk 500 Miles (Proclaimers Cover)

Wedding Scene: Outkast - Hey Ya

Birth of Child: Modest Mouse - Interlude (Milo)

Final Battle: Savage Garden - Santa Monica (Must be a depressing battle if the music is this somber)

Death Scene: Masaaki Endou - Panorama (TV Edit)

Funeral Song: dj TAKA - M

End Credits: Blue October - Everlasting Friend
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Yukito Kunisaki
Mar. 25th, 2007 @ 06:51 am "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."
Current Docking Place: Compudor 2002
Captains Mood: angry
Record I am Listening to: Incubus - Dig
I bought Moulin Rouge! today. In retrospect it probably wasn't the best idea to buy considering I am a music driven emotional hopeless romantic, and it is a music driven emotional romance. But I still love the movie But at the end I found myself in tears because I have felt that pain, the pain of love then loss. Unfortunately the love I lost will not be with me forever because she didn't die she was just a cold hearted puppet master of a bitch. An actress like Satine, I was made to believe that she loved me only to have her throw it in my face and trust me that stings worse than a pot of coffee in your lap. Its funny my sadness turns to anger as I type, a smoldering anger that will most likely have me smoking once I'm done ranting. But this movie moves me in the way that only music can. Emotions like roller coasters just without the ability to get off at the end. It is my Satines fault for why I cant lie in a relationship about my feelings and I thank her for it. As I have always believed, love is a sacrosanct thing to me and Puppetry and Acting have no place in it. I loved you, my Satine, but I think I may finally be able to cut the strings on my heart. What is left of it anyways, my heart more a shell than organ, but it still beats and it still sings when I see a person that catches my eye. And I thank whatever higher power for its ability to survive you TWICE and still keep on beating. I will keep searching for my real Satine, the woman or man that I will spend my days with, and my heart will be the judge. As for you Devil, I hope your heart lies to you and you suffer, like I did for you. I spent close to a year now unable to figure out what I did wrong, when I did nothing wrong, not to you, but for you I neglected friends and family to try and keep you, only to get tossed aside like a piece of refuse matter. Yes I know this entire rant makes me Vindictive, even Mean, but dammit sometimes a nice guy will break, and Hell will await the person who made them do so. I am not a nice guy, not anymore, there is no reason for me to be so. All nicety's have gotten me is heartbreak, betrayal, and loss. I will continue to be myself, as I have always been, but I am no longer masked, and I reject any use of the "Friends Only" stamp that always seems to get plastered on my forehead. I could become a recluse, a hermit, a loner...or whatever derivative thereof. But that would mean my Devil has won, and that is not a choice, I will be strong, my life will be alright, and by all that may be deemed holy I hope to god hers goes to shit. Because she is the worst kind, and she deserves none of the good life has to offer.

I have learned to just love and be loved in return, but what happens when your love is returned with the stamp "Return to Sender".

We all have someone that digs at us,
At least we dig each other
So when sickness turns my ego up
I know you'll act as a clever medicine.
If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.


Thank you Incubus...hopefully someone has a shovel big enough, because I am Jaded in the very worst way.

Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease.
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Ballad of Fallen Angels
Feb. 26th, 2007 @ 09:44 am Heh...the Seme that manipulates and can act an Uke
Chibi Seme
Chibi Seme
Take Are you a Seme or an Uke? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.</p>
You are the seme in disguise. Able to fit in and get along with uke and seme alike, you are able to get close to the uke on their level before exerting your dominance. This makes you at times manipulative and able to fool others about your true seme nature. Because of your harmless appearance, it takes the flamboyantly gay Flaming Uke to really bring out your aggressive side and expose you for the seme that you are.
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Yukito Kunisaki
Feb. 8th, 2007 @ 04:43 pm Floor 8 - *Renovations Stalled for lack of Memory*
Current Docking Place: Compudor 2002
Record I am Listening to: Three Days Grace - Pain
*Chris Enters*

Chris - Ok, so the new house is complete, but my computer sucks and Sims 2 Runs like shite, so until I upgrade renovations are stalled.

Tinker - Aye Aye.

Crista - Yeah, smarty pants over there said that would happen.

Tinker - I did, because your computer just barely meets the Minimum Requirements for Sims 2 with all Expansions.

Killian - Geek.

Tinker & Chris - Damn Right.

Chris - But yeah the uh...Virtual You's look as close as I could get with the things I had.

Killian - Its cool, Limitations are expected, if you could find a way to make us exactly then your imagination would be very dull.

Chris - Youre so helpful.

Killian - I know.

Chris - So, I guess I will see you all later then.

*Chris Leaves*
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Bleach Ichigo
Feb. 4th, 2007 @ 10:26 pm COLTS!
Current Docking Place: Compudor 2002
Captains Mood: crazy
Record I am Listening to: Saliva - Ladies and Gentlemen
COLTS WIN SUPER BOWL XLI BABY.

AND PAYTON IS MVP.

My night...is perfect.

I will sleep happy.
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Yukito Kunisaki
Feb. 1st, 2007 @ 06:02 am Floor 8 - *Still Renovating, pardon our dust*
Current Docking Place: Compudor 2002
Captains Mood: awake
Record I am Listening to: Saliva - King of the Stereo
*Chris Enters*

Chris - OK, so this renovation is taking longer than I thought. *sighs*

Crista - No crud, almost a week past now.

Chris - Yeah well alot of crapola landed on my plate, but im working on it I swear. But Pimpstock, School, Unemployment. and this girl who flirted with me have really got me rattled right now.

Killian - Pimpstock, I like the sounds of that.

Chris - *As Crista glares at Killian* Its not what you think, its a Gaming thing.

Tinker - We arent gonna see Leet again are we.

Chris - No, this is the Gaming Clan my Brother Started, it will be the first annual gathering of the Pimp Inc Clan.

Killian - Dorks.

Kit - Damn Skippy.

Tinker - What about school?

Chris - I am trying to get Voc Rehab to pay for me to finally go to college, and I havent heard back from them yet.

Killian - Unemployment?

Chris - My former Employer FISH Window Cleaning is trying to Appeal my Right to claim Unemployment saying that they had just cause to fire me.

Tinker - Bullshit.

Chris - Exactly.

Crista - And this girl?

Chris - This random girl at Walgreens flirted with me, Like HARDCORE flirted, I stuck my foot so far down my throat I didnt even look at her, but now I have this urge to 'Stalk' as it were Walgreens and find her.

Crista - You should, you seem to be a charismatic stalker and so far havent gotten in trouble for it.

Killian - Yeah somehow it gets you laid.

*Crista and Chris Glare at him*

Killian - *gulp* I only speak the truth.

Chris - But yeah im pretty much done with Pimpstock stuff so ill focus more on the Renovations and update.

Kit - Dont forget your Call of Cthulu game, people seem to love it.

Chris - I know, I work on that consistentley in the back of my mind.

Killian - Swear to god if you get laid by stalking again ill quit.

Chris - You cant quit so thats not even a threat. But yeah once I get a rough idea drawn up in my head then on paper for the new house I will use Sims 2 to model it. And then it will debut.

Crista - We will eagerly await your return.

Killian - Whatever.

Chris - Love you too. *Chris Leaves*
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I bite my thumb at thee
Jan. 22nd, 2007 @ 11:47 pm So I have decided
Current Docking Place: Compudor 2002
GO COLTS!

As much as I love Chi-town...I have to have Homestate Pride.

Its gonna be a Backyard Brawl this Superbowl...if only it would be played at Soldier Field or The RCA Dome then it would be perfect. I swear I dont get into football much, but when the two teams in the Superbowl both are less than three hours away from where I live I cant help but get geeked over football. So to reiterate.

GO COLTS!
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Yukito Kunisaki
Jan. 22nd, 2007 @ 07:47 pm Gar
Current Docking Place: Compudor 2002
Captains Mood: blah
Record I am Listening to: Evans Blue - Eclipsed
So, I spent Friday, Saturday, and Sunday in Chi-town. I walked around the city and drove AROUND it alot this weekend and I have to say, that Chicago really is a beautiful city, I think I would like to live there after school. But the one thing that Chicago made me realize is why over the past year or so I have started to Hate and I meant Absofuckinglutley Abhor the Mishawaka/South Bend area. I cant go anywhere in this godforsaken shithole that doesnt have at least one bad memory tied to it. It makes doing anything in this town feel like trudging through an album filed with all my biggest mistakes. There are a handful of places where I dont have bad memories, The Griffon the people I play Magic and Role-play with are amazing I had never felt welcome in an establishment until I started playing there, so to the guys and gals at the Griffon rock on. And any areas I havent seen in this city. If I know my way around an area chances are I could tell you at least one bad memory. Thats why I loved Chicago, me and my Brother spent maybe 3 - 4 hours exploring and we only got like 4 - 5 blocks away from the hotel. I never stopped staring at the buildings and the people, my brother kept commenting on how we must have loked like tourists and you know what, I didnt feel like a tourist, I felt like home. I was seriously looking everytime we saw a for rent sign and wondering how much it would cost and how far away the nearest place I could earn the money for it would be. I could go anywhere in that city and I yearned to make some memories. We went to Navy Pier as it was closing and I think that place is cooler closing than it is open, we went to the Mall near our Hotel which was anchored by a Nordstrom and found this great little sandwich place Potbelly Sandwich Works. So in the back of my mind I have made it a priority after school to move to a big city. Chicago is my number one and Indy my number two.

Heres to the Future.

Cheers.
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Ballad of Fallen Angels
Jan. 19th, 2007 @ 01:17 am Floor 8 - *Currently Under Renovations*
Current Docking Place: Compudor 2002
Captains Mood: artistic
Record I am Listening to: Linkin Park - Enth E Nd
*Chris walks into the apartment and suddenly it becomes one room with Crista, Killian, Tinker and Kit standing there*

Killian - The Hell

Chris - In Exactly 7 Days do you know what happens?

Tinker - Is there a new Processor coming out that can actually handle Windows Vista.

Chris = No...but good guess, I guess.

Kit - Youll be finished with your book?

Chris - I wish...but I am working on it slowly.

Crista - Three Years.

Killian - It has been that long hasnt it.

Chris - Yes, it really has. Three years since this world was created, its gone through many changes even an attempt the make it a living world, dungeons, wars, death, and a couple dozen Personas, but Killian, Crista, and Tinker, you have been with me all three years do you know why?

Killian - Because you love us?

Crista - More like because we are the most constant personas that he has had to deal with, Kit came along because multiple different things that would require his creativity popped up in his life and I dont think thats gonna change for a while.

Kit - GM'ing, Book Writing, Drawing, even playing Magic require me.

Chris - In spring I will need you for set design for my moms play.

Kit - Aye, Aye.

Chris - But back to my reason for doing this, *he walks to the wall behind him and traces a four pane window on the wall with his finger and pushes the window parts out as the sill and mullians become 3d, glass apears in place of the holes and the world outside can be seen, it has become a vast grassy plain. The city in the distance is gone.* my Inner World is changed, my youthful imaginings have gone into my subconscience and this new world has appeared fertile and new, waiting for inhabitants, after this house is complete this world will fill with people, all personas of me and my thoughts, feelings, emotions, and dreams. In time this worlds landscape will be full of life, even now trees begin to grow and their roots probe deep into my thoughts searching for life-sustaining thoughts, this one house is all I will control, the rest out there will be just as unique to me as I write it as it is for you to experience it, as always what I write here, in this house are never planned, everything I do here starts as one idea and the rest flows from my fingers and mind at a rate exceeding anything I ever thought I could muster. But I believe that with your help, and the help of any other Personas that take up residence here, we will make this place liveable.

Killian - We believe in you Chris, we always have.

Tinker - Here, Here.

Crista - You know we love you, you are as much one of us as we are part of you.

Kit - And Ill be here for as long as you need me buddy.

Chris - I will keep needing for the rest of my life, if I ever stop needing you I will hopefully be dead, as life without my Muse would be dull indeed.

*Kit looks like he is going to cry*

Chris - First things first, shall we. *Chris lifts his booted foot and stomps on the ground, the room shakes and expands and shapes itself to look just like the first house* Sometime, youthful imaginings need to be remembered.

Crista - Wow, never thought we would see this place again.

Kilian - Yeah, lots of good times, *notices chains against the back wall* and painful memories it would seem.

Crista - *notices a broken mirror* Reminders seem ever present when you grow up, you cant just forget.

Tinker - *Notices a room with a black door open showing a blood-stained carpet* Sometimes reminders keep us from repeating past mistakes.

Chris - *Stands above a spiral staircase going downwards* If we ever forget these things which changed me emotionally and mentally, we would be living a shell of a life.

Kit - It would seem I missed alot.

Chris - Yes, times where my muse was the furthest from my thoughts, back when I let pure emotion fuel me. It was a bad time for me, and I cant say I will go through a time like that again, bt at least I know you will be here for me if I do.

Crista - *hugs Chris* WE will always be beside you, mentally and spiritually.

Chris - Thank you, in 7 days I will be back with a full Renovation report.

*Chris Leaves*
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Yukito Kunisaki
Jan. 16th, 2007 @ 11:09 pm Happy Birthday...belated
On the 10th of January in the year 2006 I made a purchase of one adorable little bundle of joy...



This little baby has helped me through lots of boredom in the past year so it is now that I give it a name. So I would like to introduce Seiryuu to the world, his name means Blue Dragon and it is fitting for a name so cool among my electronic children.

But im done gushing for now. Sleepy time is calling me.
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Yukito Kunisaki
Jan. 16th, 2007 @ 12:27 am So...Ima gonna geek out now
Current Docking Place: Compudor 2002
Captains Mood: ecstatic
Record I am Listening to: 10 Years - The Recipe
Ok before I go about my geeking I must explain Why?

Ok so I play this card game called Magic: The Gathering, its a very cool game especially when you go beyond the game and put yourself in your mages shoes, which I do quite often. The basis of the game is you build a deck out of cards you have Creature Cards, Instant Spells, Sorceries, Artifacts, and Land Cards of five different colors, you can choose one color or if you are daring all five and build a deck, usually with a theme, the land cards give you Mana in which to play the other cards mentioned, without land youre screwed. Well the rules are complicated and I really dont want to type them out right now, but I have been playing since I was like 7 or 8 off and on, well recently I got back into the game in a big way, my collection has nearly tripled in size and when once I only had two or three decks built at any one time I have more like 14. So I decided I would take a big leap and try my hand at an actual tournament, I just wasnt sure how to begin, I mean you cant just join nationals you have to build up to it. And that leads me to this weekend.

This weekend is the Prerelease of the newest set of cards, a set that I could geekgasm about but ill keep it in my pants. And I was wondering how to go to one of these cause it would require a two hour drive in any direction just to spend all day playing. Well my mom has a conference in Chicago this weekend which me and my bro have to go to, but get this, the nearest tournament is less than 45 minutes away from the hotel. HOT DAMN. So this thing I wanted to eventually do has turned into a fall in my lap kind of thing. So all day Saturday I will be getting my geek on at an Actual Sanctioned Tournament. So as weird as this sounds keep me in your thoughts and prayers on Saturday...or sacrifice an animal...or whatever you prefer to do, because If I do well enough I could try and make this an actual paying hobby which would be freaking awsome.

And thats about it, Im done geeking for now.



Prerelease Tournament on January 20th at Midwest Conference Center
401 W Lake St Northlake, IL 60164
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Yukito Kunisaki
Jan. 5th, 2007 @ 12:35 pm One World
This one guy, donning the Guy Fawkes Mask...was able to get thousands of people to respond to a simple question...

He left out an Invitation,



And then...2 thousand people responded...



And now I pose you this question...

Have you got the Message?

MadV...I salute you...you posed a question, implanted one Idea into peoples heads, and got a roaring response. I take my hat, and my mask off to thee.

Also posted on my MySpace
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Yukito Kunisaki
Dec. 29th, 2006 @ 06:29 am The Reason I Love SomethingAwful.com
They Provide Lurverly Images like these

Bill Clinton as he would look in an Anime:



Jon Stewart in that same Anime right after seeing Bill Clinton:



And as it turns out the Badass known as Dr. House only gets more bad-assier...yes thats a word...in Anime he merges with the incredibly bad ass Gendou:



And that, is why I lurve SomethingAwful.com.
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Yukito Kunisaki

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